Division SG-DXV

So I go by RED and my steam username is also RED got a little profile picture of a suit used to go by Elolet or Eloletgamer, was my first username I ever made and has a secret meaning to it, what brought me here? I mention at the bottom of my bio
(haha sorry but I wrote this after everything at the bottom)

Im gonna be honest, I don't like people, but that's mostly to the fact of where I live, so I turned to video games and to my surprise, it was mostly where I live that made me dislike others, meeting new people while gaming made me open up a bit more to the people in real life, the people of course didn't change but I did and started to make some good friends, i'm not easily offended some might say thats a good thing but sometimes people say things that are out of line and I still ignore them, some people try to defend me in those cases but I tell them its fine, When i'm in the online world i'm a way more accelerated and love to talk with people so I guess thats the side of me you'll most be seeing, I like to play games for the same cliché reason most of us do, to escape into our fantasies (like I said, cliché) Im a very unmotivated person, it takes something very interesting to make me want to see it to the end (thats mostly because of a medical problem something to do with ADHD and other stuff) I'm an open book so I'm not the secretive type, or maybe I am, who knows? And if I where to describe myself in a simpler term, id tell you what I tell most people, I'm like a 4 sided dice, impossible to understand, and with many sides to me, never really knowing what side i'll be showing when shaken a bit.

But this dice has gotten tired of not being understood and wants to get some more sides to become a normal dice.

I also have a weird way of talking as you can see, may it be metaphors or some other way I don't do much for a living but wish to start something, anything and as for hobbies I don't have many just things I do from time to time so that boredom doesn't slowly kill me, and i'm looking to meet people I can call friends, and the reason I want to join Seismic is i'm gonna be hones here because its a big group of people and it probably won't die out, all my online friends and groups always die out or they never come back, I realized that friends come and go so, I'm hoping to become part of a family.